Photos images came to my dream with much more scary incident, will it come true?

It's no fun growing up.. I remembered when i was a kid my mum always told me she has so much stress so i always thought, couldnt she just play barbie doll with me everyday so she would be like me no trouble.. When day passes, i was wrong.. No more barbie doll, no more catching, no more police & theift and no more blind mice.. Childhood friends start seperating, some mixed with bad company, some shifted house & and some stayed home revising homework.. Slowly and slowly, friends went to jail, some played drugs.. Then when we grow older we start to make changes in lifes, have a stable job, stable r/s and families. And that was when i start to have people leaving me to other world.. It's hurts so much when u know they wont be there anymore to hear any words you're saying, no longer to see them anymore.. That's lifes! I've to face the reality and the fact that they are not there.. I know i'm strong, times heals everything.. And i start to understand more things, nothings beats having ur love one leave.. So i rather endure, just hope everyone stays happy.. I really do hopes everyone treasure their life and be happy, tho there are ups and downs but nothing cant be solve =)

Last respect to my dearest friend Minfei~ Accompanied you to finish your last journey down here, i hope u can see from top and knows those whom came truly feels grive over this incident.. We knew each other 3yrs ago, though it's not a long period but feeling grows.. We became good friends, you would always borrow me your pair of listening ears, always be there when i was working at Tangs telling u how bored i was and u would come, always sparing a thought for others bt not yourself and always treat r/s seriously.. You choose the wrong path, you choose to be silly again.. To be frank, i really hate you and i know if you're seeing this you'll saying "ya la, ya la, hate la hate la" i hate you for dumping us just like this, i hate you for bringing your sorrow together with you, i hate you when i know i couldnt see u anymore and u really makes me hate u so much! I could rmb everythings so clearly your smile, your laughter, your angry face, your voice, your singing everythings keep flowing tru and fro clearly on my mind.. I wanted so much to talk to u again, telling u my secret.. Perhaps like what your sis says, we should respect your last decision.. I just hope u would really rest in peace, to another world where there wont be anymore pain and stress for u to suffer.. But you've to remember everyone of us and i promise you'll always be kept at a special place in my heart! Mr Ng Minfei~

Life's precious, one after another.. It's always feels like people around me are start leaving! 2009 not a good start! I dont know how long i can hold, but i knw i wont be silly.. Hope liang's and fei's can be friends in another world~ We do loves u!

xmas photos =)